Visit to HK Central Police station. We began our journey on MRT, (very efficient subway station) and found our way to the police station. Me and Wo Wo's mom in her early 60s. By having the identity card no. and the previous case report no. (a few years ago, the police have mentioned that they were looking at Wo Wo as a suspect in a case, so at that point on verbal communication, WO WO has also settled the case with the Accuser, who agreed to NOT press charges & inform police). But it looks like the case was still open, and this person, who have earliear agreed on the settlement format / rewards, has not fulfilled his agreement.
The police officers here were more courteous & helpful compared to all those police officers i had met earlier during the starting of this nightmare. The officer at the counter has managed to locate the investigating team in charge of this old case, and informed us that they will only be working on Monday (like regular office hours) so she asked us to come back & look for her on Monday morning 10am.
This was a little sense of achievement, where at least i could get hold of the person...and just inform them that the person on their wanted list is in Msian office police custody, and they could then expedite this process.
Afternoon, had dim sum with Wo Wo's mom, just at a restaurant next to my hotel. I passed her some cash too, as she has always relied on funds from Wo Wo for her daily spending. At this point, i should be taking over this role. Ever since Wo Wo was detained, i feel such a big portion of myself has kinda died off, or at least breathing on life support. I could taste no "delicious meals" nor was i hungry. Sure way to lose weight, but i would rather pay tonnes of money that to go through this type of torment.
So, even for dim sum, i only had 2 fishballs, 1 stalk of vege and 1 piece of rice roll (cheong fun). I could barely eat more. Yes, it was only my first meal of the day and it was already 1.30pm
In the afternoon, i tried to entertain myself and went shopping. But each time, and each store, i felt guilty about using money... i should NOT be enjoying myself. I still bought some cosmetics (really cheap with heavy discounts) and skincare products. Went back to the hotel at about 5.45pm, and unpacked my new stuff and treated myself to a facial (with the new skincare masks i bought).
For Sunday night dinner, i managed to locate a good friend of mine, J in HK. He was always so busy and travelling, but we were close. I needed someone to confide in, and just support me. However, since he already had plans for the dinner with some business associates, i tagged along, and was like my normal self, cheerful and networked intensely with these new friends. However, i did inform J, that needed to talk to him in private.
During these few days, each day i would be on the phone with K and just talk about my feelings. Every day, i was depressed, and desperate. I wanted everything to stop, to end, and to just be normal like how it used to be. Sunday night, J spent about 1 hour with me, but left abruptly without really saying a nice good bye. I was very disappointed with his reactions. Maybe i just seemed so stable, and relaxed when i mentioned this problem with him. He promised that he'll come to see me on Monday morning before he leaves for overseas in China.
Sunday night, packed all my stuff and got ready, in case i could go back on Monday afternoon. Not sure when i should be leaving, but without me being in the office, so much stuff are on hold. Anyway, my hotel was only till Monday afternoon so i prepared for my departure.
I watched tv for 1 1/2 hours and tried to sleep. It didn't work. I was in and out of bed for more than 5 times the entire night. On my bed, for the past few years, whenever i roll over, i will see Wo Wo being there. Even when it's middle of the night, and i feel hungry, he'll wake up and get me some warm milk from the kitchen. Now, when i roll over, all i see is an empty spot! I really wished he's just right here beside me. When he was around with me, i was still full of mischief and yearned for more excitement with friends. While i was out having fun with friends, he'll be back home working and planning.... now it's so different.
I feel like the sky is falling down, and could barely hold it up all alone. Why have i been so selfish earlier on? Why didn't i appreciate all this things directly in front of me, earlier? Now, i just wish that i can start giving him my whole heart and to have a future together. Is this still possible?![]()
The police officers here were more courteous & helpful compared to all those police officers i had met earlier during the starting of this nightmare. The officer at the counter has managed to locate the investigating team in charge of this old case, and informed us that they will only be working on Monday (like regular office hours) so she asked us to come back & look for her on Monday morning 10am.
This was a little sense of achievement, where at least i could get hold of the person...and just inform them that the person on their wanted list is in Msian office police custody, and they could then expedite this process.
Afternoon, had dim sum with Wo Wo's mom, just at a restaurant next to my hotel. I passed her some cash too, as she has always relied on funds from Wo Wo for her daily spending. At this point, i should be taking over this role. Ever since Wo Wo was detained, i feel such a big portion of myself has kinda died off, or at least breathing on life support. I could taste no "delicious meals" nor was i hungry. Sure way to lose weight, but i would rather pay tonnes of money that to go through this type of torment.
So, even for dim sum, i only had 2 fishballs, 1 stalk of vege and 1 piece of rice roll (cheong fun). I could barely eat more. Yes, it was only my first meal of the day and it was already 1.30pm
In the afternoon, i tried to entertain myself and went shopping. But each time, and each store, i felt guilty about using money... i should NOT be enjoying myself. I still bought some cosmetics (really cheap with heavy discounts) and skincare products. Went back to the hotel at about 5.45pm, and unpacked my new stuff and treated myself to a facial (with the new skincare masks i bought).
For Sunday night dinner, i managed to locate a good friend of mine, J in HK. He was always so busy and travelling, but we were close. I needed someone to confide in, and just support me. However, since he already had plans for the dinner with some business associates, i tagged along, and was like my normal self, cheerful and networked intensely with these new friends. However, i did inform J, that needed to talk to him in private.
During these few days, each day i would be on the phone with K and just talk about my feelings. Every day, i was depressed, and desperate. I wanted everything to stop, to end, and to just be normal like how it used to be. Sunday night, J spent about 1 hour with me, but left abruptly without really saying a nice good bye. I was very disappointed with his reactions. Maybe i just seemed so stable, and relaxed when i mentioned this problem with him. He promised that he'll come to see me on Monday morning before he leaves for overseas in China.
Sunday night, packed all my stuff and got ready, in case i could go back on Monday afternoon. Not sure when i should be leaving, but without me being in the office, so much stuff are on hold. Anyway, my hotel was only till Monday afternoon so i prepared for my departure.
I watched tv for 1 1/2 hours and tried to sleep. It didn't work. I was in and out of bed for more than 5 times the entire night. On my bed, for the past few years, whenever i roll over, i will see Wo Wo being there. Even when it's middle of the night, and i feel hungry, he'll wake up and get me some warm milk from the kitchen. Now, when i roll over, all i see is an empty spot! I really wished he's just right here beside me. When he was around with me, i was still full of mischief and yearned for more excitement with friends. While i was out having fun with friends, he'll be back home working and planning.... now it's so different.
I feel like the sky is falling down, and could barely hold it up all alone. Why have i been so selfish earlier on? Why didn't i appreciate all this things directly in front of me, earlier? Now, i just wish that i can start giving him my whole heart and to have a future together. Is this still possible?
